ranting mode.

2010-08-01T11:46:00.002+08:00

Moved to

http://noneedforpassports.weebly.com

Heck! It's been hard for me blogging here for the past year. I needed something new I guess?

Baboosh!

2010-06-21T14:34:00.002+08:00

Can't help but laugh every time I remember the ugliest summer look I've had. Crazy shirt tan lines caused by volleyball PE shirts every single morning of it and really sweaty afternoons. I wake up at around 5 in the morning with my game face on and sleep on top of the court bleachers while everyone isn't there yet. Summer crushes all over. Although I wanted to impress any of them, my very dark complexion, sweaty face, and really unattractive PE uniform doesn't really allow me to.

It was such an "ugly" summer but it was one of the best social-wise and fun wise. I had a whole lot of new friends, I had a summer fling whom I meet every after PE and he's someone I call my boyfriend today, and I'm out of the house almost everyday with allowance. Never thought that summer classes would be that fun.

No pictures of that summer would be posted. Hahaha!

2010-06-06T03:29:00.004+08:00

I just feel like writing something, but I didn't really want it here. I wanted to write not type, but I couldn't find this specific pen. You know pens are really really important "tools" for writing good stuff. Without that pen, whatever I'm about to write would be forgotten. Cause I, I myself wouldn't want to read it again.

2010-05-25T02:50:00.002+08:00

I finally saw Jin again. Super super super kinikilig ako pagsumasayaw sya. She's so happy. Nakakatuwang isipin na she's back in the game. The oh so emo drama days are over. So glad to see you again, Pamangkin. (Our SB for more details.)

Nagcasino din ako tonight. After Jin's recital, pumunta ako sa Hyatt kasi andun sila Ma. Gusto ko na nga umuwi nun palang eh. Pero pinaglaro ako ni mama. Sobrang nakakaadik. Tapos grabe! Ang laki sana ng panalo ko kaso inutang at nilaro din nila. More than 20k din yung nakuha ko all in all. Pero pwede na din, bawing bawi ako sa nakuha kong "balato" kahit ako naman talaga may dahilan kung baket meron nun. Yung summer money na nagastos ko, nabawi ko lang din. Haay...easy money. :)

Sana magkasweldo na ako. Tapos masaya na ang lahat. :))

2010-05-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

Sometime in June we'll be back to Singapore for another trip but with one of my really closest family friends. I don't really feel like going back soon since we've been there 2 weeks ago and I've got tons of pictures already. If it's possible for us to go to Vietnam or Malaysia instead then I'm 99% willing to come but err...Singapore again. :|

Aside for the shopping, all I want when traveling are the pictures I get to take in places. And it's going to be less valuable if I do get to have a 2nd round of these pictures. It's just not right for me.

But if ever I can't stop my parents from buying another roundtrip ticket for me, this would be my Singapore itinerary:

Go back to Artbox and use your uber cool lifetime membership card. Buy 2 cute notebooks, and an oversized panda shirt and a panda hoodie.
OVERSIZED SHIRTS PLEASE!
Make ups.
Shiny bright blue pumps.

2010-05-10T17:47:00.002+08:00

I have tons of clothes. I don't know where to start.

2010-05-08T22:10:00.003+08:00

I'm trying really hard to keep this up, but I guess I have to shut up and stop talking about the boring side of my life.

You see, aside from my Boyfie, ~~Banjoe~~, and young John Winchester, there's this guy who literally makes my heart stop for seconds. JOSH DUHAMEL! He is funny and tough and handsome and and and...*swoons* Hahahaha! I feel like a teenager. Yes. :\ *note to self: Stop reminding yourself that you're not a teenager anymore.

Fergielicious is so frigging lucky to have you. I cannot compete with someone who makes you smile like a fool just like that. HOHOHO!

Belated Happy Birthday, my goddess, Genoness. I love you.

2010-04-08T14:54:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm soooo BACK again.

I guess.

Here's a little something something.

Anyway, the summer's been really nice to me. Just yesterday, I was thinking of how broke I am. I'm officially unemployed cause I guess I've been secretly fired by my boss after receiving no replies from him from facebook, ym and texts. I have to survive summer with a couple of hundreds and coins from my pandurrr bank. If I would be blessed, my mom or dad MIGHT give me money whenever I have plans to go out, but that's obviously not their option. They'd rather not and leave me with no social life for the rest of the summer. What's great is that I remembered I still have money from father. Those were bucks I spent for thesis using my money when there were days he's no where to be found (or rather money's no where to be found).

Now, I have more than 5k to live and I wish it'll keep coming for the next days. I wish to get a summer job just to fill up my financial needs. But I don't know if I would want to get a stable job, yet. In a few months, I'd still be at some school, enrolling myself to learn 3d animation that I didn't really like and CADD which I always think of as a formal version of The Sims.

Whatever! I just need a summer job at the least.

Call me vain but I love this shot. It's like one of those ANTM photo shoots. I look dead.

Blockada's free any day while most of my highschool friends are only free during the weekends. Tell me about balancing schedules.

I'm soooo dark already. But I still want more!!

And errr...I think I need a new laptop. Disney is dying. :((

Lastly, you may not agree with me but I loved Clash of the Titans. I've always had this interest in Greek Gods and Goddesses. And the movie showed me pretty much how it should look like. Although, I was expecting more but what can I expect from a 1 and a half hour movie? OH WHATEVER! As long as some film or book would help me visualize what it looks like, It makes me happy. And the girls, even Medusa, looked so hot! LOVE LOVE! Hahaha!

So much for updates. There'll be more soon.

2010-02-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

Ano ang perfect defense?

Yun ay paghindi mo na kailangan i-defend pa ang sarili mong gawa dahil kitang kita na ng panel kung gaano kalupit ang gawa mo.

Yun ay yung parang tulad lang ng mga kinikwento ni Mam Morts nung 3rd year na minsan hindi na nagppresent ang studyante at chinichika nalang sya ng panel nya.

Yun ay yun puro papuri nalang ang maririnig ng studyante mula sa panel nya.

Yung ay yung naranasan ko.

Waiver man ako at dinurog durog ng adviser ko ang pagkatao ko. Pinagkait sa grade na sana diniserve ko. Masaya na ako na sabi ng panel ko pang-uno ang gawa ko. Hindi ko kailangan nung written grade, importante sakin na gusto ng mga tao yung gawa ko dahil pagnagtrabaho na ako, yun naman nalang talaga ang basehan at hindi ang grade.

BWAHAHAHAHA! At sa iyo, HAYUP KA! DI KITA MAPAPATAWAD (ish).

2010-02-06T11:31:00.002+08:00

ngayon ko lang naisip na sa bandang huli, ikaw din ang iiwanan. wag mong iasa sa iba ang mga bagay na importante sayo. wag kang magtiwala. sa bandang huli, kakalimutan din nilang kasama ka nila at sarili nalang nila ang iisipin.

sa bandang huli, ang mga "kaibigan", iiwanan ka rin sa ere.

i miss my real friends. sorry di ko kayo nahug at kiss kagabi. baka maiyak ako all over again.

2010-01-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

People on my facebook account, wag nyo akong ichachat doon kasi pinaiba ko ang password ko kay Jompy para makaconcentrate ako sa thesis. So kung magOL ako dun, si Jompy yun.

Yun lang, bow. :)

2009-12-31T19:30:00.003+08:00

What excites me is a year of project 365 in my hands.

Happy Birthday, Lolo Jack. It's been a year again of longing for you. I love you so much! Wag ka magfire crackers dyan with the angels up there. Mwaaa!

Happy New Year, Loves. <3

From the Awesomes.

2009-12-29T02:19:00.002+08:00

Just finished giving my room a new set up. My working table is just beside the window which makes me feel like working cause I know I can smoke inside the room while doing my book layout (which I'm doing right now.)

I know, smoking is bad but I really feel like a workaholic with this set up. It makes me feel into what I'm doing. RAWR!

Thank you for granting my wish, STARBUCKS, cigs and work. <3

2009-12-28T03:06:00.002+08:00

Every 3 in the morning, all I want is a pack of blacks, a room to smoke it while doing thesis stuff, and 1 venti chocolate cream frap at Starbucks.

Please hear me out.

2009-12-27T03:20:00.002+08:00

2010 is just around the corner and there are so much plans I have in mind. Specially after I pass my thesis defense.

I'll be listing things I wanna do on 2010.

Start doing mg project365 and hopefully not make lame photos of myself.
Pass my thesis.
Graduate!
Have my grad pic taken with my loves.
ADTU SUMMER OUTING! <3
Boracay with blockada and/or just with the boyfriend. Basta importante the boyfriend is there.
Bicol with the boyfriend and mommy.
Makasingit sa indie films. EXTRA MODE TIME!
Get a job with a good starting pay and save it.
Have an apartment and live there. Must learn to be independent.
Learn more about photography.
Must be able to save atleast 5k a month for my future. Or more if life's so good to me

*to be updated soon.

2009-12-27T03:07:00.002+08:00

There are love stories where in a girl used to drool about this guy she likes. Wakes up in the morning just to hang out with him. She makes fun of him. He makes fun of her. The guy doesn't like her or so she thought.

The girl had a boyfriend whom she loves and loves her back. They are perfect for each other.

Now this boy she used to like, admits to himself that she liked and still likes the girl.

He's just too late.

And waiting will not do good either. So he must just sit back, relax, and enjoy his show of the past as it hunts him every 2:30 in the morning every single day.

I might be exaggerating. I'm just saying, some love may be right but it's never happening cause it's always found at the wrong time.

2009-12-26T02:43:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas, Everyone. Well, technically, it's not Christmas anymore but what the heck?

I just got home after the 4th Christmas party since last night (Christmas Eve). It's really really tiring and I haven't had any decent sleep after my 15hour sleep during the 24th of December (after my 36hour thesis-Christmas date day).

I can say that I had fun but not literally. Okay, I guess the right term would be "happy" although I only got to spend a little time with everyone. I don't feel sociable really. I just wanted to sleep everywhere, any place where there's a soft, cozy sofa.

But this Christmas break had so much activities. SO MUCH ACTIVITIES! Like I'm tiring myself out through social life and thesis. Super super worth it.

I'm sorry if I was too lazy to greet everyone individually. I'm really really not in the mood for it.

Anyway, I wish you guys had a blast (like I did).

To the boyfriend:
Thank you for the awesome loot box, for the date, for helping me out on my thesis that day, for the sweetest and surprising love letter and for the love that I only wanted to receive during Christmas since I met you. <3

2009-12-13T12:06:00.002+08:00

Basta lang malaman mo na alam nila ang pinakakatago tago mong blog, hinding hindi mo na tuloy kayang maging kasing TOTOO tulad nung mga huli mong naiblog nung akala mo, ikaw lang ang nakakabasa nito.

2009-12-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

Alam mo, matagal ko nang gustong sabihin sayo na kaibigan kita at ayoko tong nangyayari ngayon. Nasaktan mo ako at hindi ko alam kung baket mo nasabi yung mga bagay na yun. Naiinis ako sa ginawa mo kasi hindi ka marunong mag value ng friendship. Hindi ka marunong magpahalaga ng samahan natin. Punong puno ka ng galit at akala mo ba nakakatuwa ka? Magantay ka ng karma. Pagnakuha mo na, text mo kami.

Minsan gusto kitang kausapin tulad ng dati pero pagnakikita ko yung mukha mo parang gusto kitang durugin. Kupal ka alam mo ba yon? Napakasama ng ugali mo. Akala mo ba may kaibigan ka pa? Mamamatay ka kakahanap ng tunay na kaibigan kasi kami, walang wala na sa tabi mo. Di ko talaga naisip na magagawa mo yun. Pero kung totoo nga, tangina mo. Nanggigigil na talaga ako sa galit sayo. Ayoko na maging plastic. Simula ngayon, alam ko namang di na ako kumportable sayo eh, wag ka nalang magpakita. Wag ka rin didikit dikit sa mga kaibigan ko. Kala mo naman welcome ka pa after mong gawin yun.

Text ka lang ah. Pagkinarma ka na. Magaantay kami.

2009-12-01T04:01:00.002+08:00

I just can't stop ruining my body clock. It's now 4 in the morning and my eyes doesn't seem to be sleepy. Boo! Have to wake up early later. I'm thinking of not sleeping anymore but that can't be. Gaaaa! If I sleep, I'd prolly wake up at around 2 in the afternoon again and accomplish nothing. 4th year is tough.

Anyways, it's December already. :) I can't wait for Christmas. I'm a sucker for Christmas days. Love it to bits. I wish to shop for gifts soon soon. Hopefully it fits my schedule for the month.

Wow! I'm blogging. This seems to be abandoned really. I miss blogging. SUPER! BBS but I won't promise.

2009-11-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

My boyfriends and blockada (some of them) are still on their retreat and I don't know why I miss them so bad. There are a lot of reasons actually. Like, I don't have anyone to hang out with and talk to when I go online and text cause the signal there at Caleruega sucks. My social life sucks without them.

But the only good thing though is that I could go do school stuff since all my time is to be wasted there. But still! :(

Anyway, I downloaded Google Desktop again since my Vista sidebar doesn't load online. It's too cluttered but I don't really mind. I know it's going to be really useful. <3

Guys! It's time to go home now. <3

2009-11-15T21:55:00.002+08:00

I'm going to be a boring person for the rest of my life. I've decided to stop smoking for good. Slowly but surely, primarily because of the boyfriend's health issues. And I know for a fact that even though I've been smoking for almost two years now, I'm not really dependent on it (which is a good thing). And yes, I'm stopping my drinking too. Alcohol is just not for me anymore. Before, I'd like to get drunk so I could feel happy but now things are different. I'm just really contented with things and people in my life. I think I don't need these anymore.

Hahaha! So much for growing up. So many room for changes. There's always a room for a good change. <3

I might suck being at parties. So yeah! Hahaha! Sana may karaoke nalang and pool always so I won't get bored. :0)

2009-11-10T18:47:00.003+08:00

I'm not really proud of what I had accomplished or not this sem-break. Yes! I had lots and lots of rest but my thesis was 70% lying around the house. Out of like 14 days of sem-break, I had around 5 days for thesis and the rest were spent for my social, work and love life.

Last new first sem in my life tomorrow (hopefully). I feel kinda sad. I wish to graduate this 2010. *crossed fingers*

2009-11-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

That's how bored I am. BOO! :)) Pacute amputa!

2009-11-06T21:34:00.003+08:00

Anton's code names. Kung gusto nyo malaman kung ano meaning nyan, tanong nyo sya. :)))

Kuya J- Jompy
Kuya K- June
Kuya S- Miguel
Ate T- Jihan
Ate B- Bombee
Kuya F- Mami Earl
Kuya G- Keith
Ate A- Teta
Ate G- Gel
Ate CM- Macci
Ate B- Louie
Kuya JYA- Dino
Kuya BN- Xian

PS: Di ko alam bat pareho si Louie at Bombee. :)))))) Sabi ni Anton eh.

2009-10-25T15:09:00.000+08:00

The last two weeks were stressful.

I miss my bloggie.

Be blogging soon. I promise.

2009-09-29T16:49:00.001+08:00

Hihihihi! Dahil stuck sa bahay.

2009-09-29T01:03:00.005+08:00

Here's my version of Typhoon Ondoy.

Sa mga hindi pa nakakapunta ng bahay, yung bahay namin ay may ramp papataas na siguro kasing taas ng tao yung taas. So imaginin nyo nalang yung lalim nung tubig na toh. Most pics eh yung sa parking lot sa taas ng ramp. Basta ang hirap magexplain eh. Magegets mo kung gaano kalalim kung nakapunta ka na dito. :)) Gulo mo, Nica!

2009-09-28T14:12:00.002+08:00

Is worried sick of the boyfriend and their house. I just can't get out of here because the parents wont allow me to. First, because of the bad weather and second because they think there's no good reason to go out. I mean, since Sunday morning I've been wanting to help give clothes and goodies for the victims of Ondoy but I just can't due to overprotective parents. Everyone I know has been trying to get their butts of to volunteer and I'm still here acting as if it's just a normal day wasting my time infront of my laptop.

I want to help so bad. Or atleast help my second family clean their house or know first hand if their okay and eating. I miss them and I'm so glad they're safe.

I'm planning to go visit them tomorrow no matter what. Even just for a while, I just want to see that they're fine.

ONDOY SUCKS! GO AWAY!

2009-09-18T01:09:00.002+08:00

Nica's vices that must be stopped before the sembreak.

Plurking
Korean movies @ http://aznv.tv
Downloading series @ torrentz
Plurking
Plurking
Plurking
Plurking

And all the unnecessary things I find amusing online (such as FB applications etc.)

2009-09-14T15:41:00.001+08:00

Must learn to balance social life, love life and school. And I must start now.

But first, school work first in line. Must stop using the interwebs for a day or so.

2009-09-13T23:32:00.003+08:00

Dear Cab drivers of the Philippines,

When will I stop hating you? You never fail to make me feel how far I live from all my friends and how sucky it is to live here. It sucks that I am used to add 50 pesos or more to my fare just because its my only way to get home or to be away from home.

My love-hate relationship with you must really end soon.
I need a car.
I need to be away from you.

From the bottom of my heart,
Southern Girl

Lilies

2009-09-02T16:22:00.003+08:00

The biggest shock of my life happened last night. I never really received flowers from a guy I like before. As in like/in love with na guy. But it wasn't my first time to receive either pero yun nga, guy friends lang yung nagbibigay sakin hindi lover.

Wala namang occassion or kung ano man. Simpleng gabi lang naman ng isang normal school day pero meron kasi akong isang boyfriend na napakaunpredictable. He never fails to surprise me.

Alam mo ba kung gaano mo ko napapasaya every single day? Haaay, sobrang cheesy ka talaga. <3

Girlsies

2009-08-30T20:39:00.004+08:00

3 years palang tayo magkakakilala pero yung pagmamahal ko sainyo higit pa sa kaya kong ibigay. Natutuwa ako kasi nagtatampo tayo sa simplest things. Ang babaw natin sobra. Hindi din natin sinasabi agad agad yung problema sa isa't isa. Tapos bigla nalang may hihila para sa isang H2H. Magsisigawan, magpapatawa tapos magiiyakan. Hindi nawawala yung group hug sa huli. Lagi nalang tayong ganito, may alak man o wala sa tabi ang dadrama natin. Mahal na mahal natin yung isa't isa. Ang sasarap nyo rin batukan pagnakakainis kayo or pag ako yung nakakainis. Hahahaha! Pero mahal na mahal ko kayo, good times man or bad.

Basta, gusto ko lang itatak nyo sa utak nyo na mahal na mahal ko kayong anim (Miss ko na si Geno). Kayong lahat yung bestfriends ko, k? Iba iba lang yung mga tawag ko kaya wag kayong epal. Patampo tampo galore pa kayo.

Pasensya na din kung di ko kayo nakakasama as much as possible kasi may boyfriend ako. Patawad. (Sisihin nyo si Jomp kasi di nya kayang mahiwalay sakin. HAHAHAHAHA! Joke lang. Sana di nya mabasa.)

We're no cheerleader effect. Talagang magaganda lang. BWAHAHAHA!
(Watch How I Met Your Mother Season 4 episode 7 to find out what it is.)

2009-08-24T01:04:00.003+08:00

To my girlsies, I still have 7 pending SB posts. I'll update it when I'm back.

To the boyfriend, pakabait ka jan kung hindi sasapakin kita sa Thursday.

To Adtu, MISS KO NA KAYO SOBRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :(

2009-08-22T20:18:00.002+08:00

I spent almost 3k for 2 days.

Cab fares, frapuccinos, movie tickets, mcdonald's, plates, thesis and cigarettes. Kill me nao. I need to get rehabilitated for being a big spender. Now I'm broke and I even owe my mom 2 hundred pesos. (I need my weekly baon nao. My boss isn't paying me yet.)

Rest week here I come.

2009-08-22T16:31:00.004+08:00

I'm so glad the hell week ended. And my prizes were the best ones I could think of. :) Nights infront of the computer, thoughts torned between finishing thesis chapters or taking a nap were crazy. Ever since Monday last week until Thursday this week, all I was looking forward to were nights of nothing but fun. I just wanted to rest, laugh, and forget all the stress.

My boyfriend has girly hands. <3 Yays! :)

Ang saya ng 2 day date namin. 5 days, Kiwi, in 5 days pa tayo magkikita. Hahahaha! Magpapogi ka sa Thursday. :P

2009-08-17T19:46:00.004+08:00

Hello! I have a boyfriend.

And I'm pretty much wasting my time blogging this.

RAWRRRRR!!!

I HATE THIS WEEK (SCHOOL-WISE). It's CWAZY!

2009-08-14T00:17:00.002+08:00

I wish I had more time for you.
I know it's going to take a while again.

I'll be back in a week.
Promise! :D

(Or less than a week)

spaceball

2009-08-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

I'm totally spacing out.

10 pm, I sat on my usual spot (my bed) and opened my laptop hoping that I would accomplish something tonight. I feel so pressured right now. In only 3 days, I need to interview atleast 2 photographers, 2 chefs and 2 publishers and I only have tomorrow to do that. Plus, my researches are kinda lacking information. Must do something about it.

I'm so not myself right now. I may look awake but my brain's been sleeping for hours already. Been annoyingly turning my aircon on and off for the past 45 minutes. Now my body's idle only my hands are working. Writing stuff I don't really need to right now just for the sake of self PSYCHOtherapy.

I'm tired. Very much.
Good thing there's someone dear to me who just smiles at me and I'm all good. :)

<3

2009-08-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

Four years. Ang daming nangyayari sa four years. Madaming kaibigan na ngayon close mo tapos paglipas ng panahon, hindi mo na din makakausap as constant as before. Much worst, hindi mo na talaga makakausap.

Dear Bff,

There are no words that can perfectly express how much you mean to me. And alam kong hindi ko napapakita yun or nasasabi sayo as often as possible kung gaano kita kamahal. And kung gaano kalaki yung part na naooccupy mo sa puso ko. I'm sorry.

Pero natuwa ako yesterday. I was totally blank the whole time we were talking. Sobrang ang labo nung pakiramdan at nung lugar. Parang hindi perfect moment to talk but there we were. Gusto lang talaga kitang i-hug nun. Yun lang yung way na mapaparamdam ko sayo kung gaano kamali yung mga nararamdaman mo. Ang saya ko nung naghug na tayo ng matagal. Grabe yung iyak natin. Hahaha! Dun lang uli kita nakitang umiyak. Sobrang nanlambot yung puso ko.

Ikaw ang forever BFF ko. (Labo forever best friend forever.) HAHAHA! Shet! Sagwa basahin.
Mahal na mahal kita, k?
Love, BFF.

Dear Lolo,

After 3 long years, nakausap uli kita. Masaya ako na hindi mo me nakalimutan. HAHAHA!

Naalala ko nung grade7 sobrang crush ka ng lahat. Ni hindi nga kita kayang kausapin eh. Tapos nakakatuwa na nung 4th year naging classmate uli kita. Tapos naging close tayo. Sobrang isa ka sa mga lalakeng talaga namang sobrang sweet. Hindi lang sakin pero sa lahat. Ang bait bait mong tao.

Hindi ko alam kung pano nagstart na tawagan natin eh lolo at lola. Pero natatandaan ko lang at hinding hindi ko makakalimutan nung namatay si Lolo Jack tapos sinabi mo sakin na, "Lola, wag ka na malulungkot. Andito pa naman ako eh. Lolo mo din naman ako diba?" I may be in my lowest nung panahon na yun pero talaga namang natouch ako nung sinabi mo yun. I needed that so much.

Last week, nung nagmessage ka sakin ng madaling araw. Kala ko talaga panaginip. Rawr! You are missed. Super! I cant wait for next christmas. I will definitely date you. :) Sana din di ako busy next online ko. Pictionary us.

I love you, Lolo.
Love, Lola.

2009-08-03T16:55:00.004+08:00

How can a 16 year old possibly know what he/she wants to be in the future?

---Arguing with self because today, she decides she wants to be a doctor. But I still want to be a preschool teacher and a cool mom.

Too bad I took Advertising Arts as my college course.

2009-08-03T16:00:00.000+08:00

I WANT BANGS!

a y i n d a y

2009-07-27T22:30:00.002+08:00

Benta si Bex.

Conversation namin bago ko ipapapanood sakanya.

nica: bex
nica: napanood mo na ba yung
nica: sinimulan ko, tatapusin mo?
bex: anu yun?
bex: movie ba yun?
nica: sana movie sya
nica: teka
nica: llink ko
nica: sabay nating panoorin
nica: lakasan mo para mafeel mo ang bawat linya
bex: ok
bex: nakakatakot ba yan?
bex: wait lang
bex: nakakatakot ba yan?
nica: nakakatakot in what way?
nica: =))
bex: eeeeeeee
nica: kung horror na the ring? or nakakagulat
bex: as in may nakakatakot na ichura
nica: hindi
nica: =))
nica: BEX!!
nica: nakakatakot na itchura? hindi maiiwasan yun
bex: wait
nica: =))
nica: hindi nila kasalanan yun

Tingin nyo? May lumabas nga bang nakakatakot na itchura? (lmao)

5 t h w h e e l

2009-07-26T03:46:00.003+08:00

"Sa tingin ko pipiliin ni Breechy si Bombee at Jomp by the end of the night. Tapos yung mukha namin ni Ji sasabog."

-Me talking about our version of the 5th wheel

HAHAHAHAHA!

The day may not start as sane as the way it ended but its all worth it. Kinikilig ako sa pamilya ko. And I can't believe it. Heart you, Pa and Ma. First time naging ganito. <3

Long day. Was at Timog with Jomp and Breechy then met up with Bombee and Ji at UP. A-venue after then umalis agad because of the very /fail and conyo crowd. Di namin kinaya. Went at Papu's nalang para sa another /fail drink... Yoh-gurt Colada. Hahaha!

At A-venue Hall. Channel V Launching.

At Papu's <3

Ang fun! Nagadventure kami tonight and i'm not going to be scolded for going home late. <3 Next time uli. Pero sana di na 5th wheel yung show natin. Sana may pair na si Breechy. (evilgrin)

W S O

2009-07-23T00:35:00.002+08:00

It's twin <3 day. Hahahaha!
M.I.: ACCOMPLISHED

Isang patikim.

I'm running out of words to say, Kiwi Bird. <3 Thanks for saving the week.

Operation "Make you happy forever."

/fail

2009-07-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

The oldies. They basically ruin your life. They dictate what you need to do, what you have to do and it sucks for me big time. I knew it would happen. And it feels like shit! I'm just glad I had to handle it alone.

But I'm just glad that the GOAT is always there to say stuff I'm not interested in.

nica: kakatamad amp
keith espi: :))
keith espi: i know
keith espi: that is why you want me to show you mine because you will have this feeling of sleepiness
nica: =))
keith espi: sleepiness that will fulfil ur satisfaction knowing that you can do something like that of mine. something that would make someone sleepy
keith espi: sleepy but it would make you accomplished the task given to you by your superior
keith espi: the word accomplished minus the ed would greatly replace the previous statement
keith espi: looking at the picture you can see theres someone or something or somegoat in the air appearing as if hes floating in some sort of a vertigo (whatever that means) wiht light flashing wiht the use of lens flare in adobe photoshop with the effect giveing it more gesture in gathering sleepy people
keith espi: pointing the arrow at the picture would give you the option on zooming in at the pointed section of the picture
keith espi: rather than typing my scope and limitation im typing nonsense here in the chat window of nica_taz18
keith espi: now i will close any window not related to my thesis so i can work clearly and all my attention would be given on my concentration concerning my scope and limitation on chapter 1
keith espi has closed photo sharing.

nica: you done now?
nica: =))
keith espi: not quiet
nica: somegoat
keith espi: quite
keith espi: quit
keith espi: queit

Oh please! Spare me some time and leave me alone.

pedrongkawali

2009-07-18T09:25:00.003+08:00

Ever since I uploaded my first FF photo yesterday, It's been flattering and errr creepy-ish.

I don't really know how these girls do it but they really do have all the guts to flaunt. I wish I had that guts. Week 21 excites me. Why? It's a surprise. It will surely benefit myself. ME ALONE! (lmao)

Anyways, I've decided to upload the other set of pictures on my DA account. I don't know if its a bad thing or not but people started to add me up at YM. I'd appreciate it much if you'd just converse with me at DA but YM is a no-no. And so, I deleted my personal info at DA (even my blog link). Thanks for the compliments though, but if you really want to know me, I need to get a full background check on you. (Meaning: I need to stalk your online accounts first) Oh c'mon!

Anyways, still loving the weather. I love the cold air. I just hope it doesn't rain anymore. I need to shoot the next FF post and errr my CGD takehome exercise.

MUST DO THESIS NAO!

Happy 2 year anniversary to BFF and Marshmallow. <3 you both.

More years of togetherness to come. <3

CSC ADVISORY

2009-07-17T07:00:00.004+08:00

Ano ba! Ang aga ko nagising. Hindi naman super aga na tipong di ako mallate sa unang class ko. Maaga lang like 6. Maagang malalate parin ako.

Tapos nagising ako para lang magcheck kung walang pasok. Thank you sa plurk at kay Rusty dahil chineck nya yung CSC. Tapos nagreply ako sa CSC.

SHET! Mahal din nila ako. Sana lang eh may pogi sakanila.

Tapos nakausap ko si Bes sa YM. BASAHIN NYO TOH SOBRANG BENTA! SUMAYA UMAGA KO AT NAGISING AKO.

joseph bautista: anong tinanong mo? kung june 17?
nica: ayan diba nakalagay JULY
nica: hoy JULY na
joseph bautista: july pala
nica: JUly 16 5:51pm.
nica: the next day na talaga yan
nica: 5:51am ng 17 na yan
joseph bautista: haha
nica: kaya badtrip magblog sa multiply
joseph bautista: ayn
joseph bautista: nakita ko na
nica: ibang oras
joseph bautista: ahhaha
nica: alin nakita mo?
nica: yung love letter ng csc sakin?
joseph bautista: uu nakita ko
joseph bautista: ahha
joseph bautista: ung saken nakita mo?
joseph bautista: haha nakakahiya naman puta
nica: =))
joseph bautista: ahhaha badtrip tinayp ko na dito inulit ko pa dun
joseph bautista: putragisssssssssssssss
joseph bautista: no shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttttttt
nica: jahe ka amp
joseph bautista: dedelete ko na multiply ko
nica: =))
nica: =))
joseph bautista: noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
nica: ang harsh
joseph bautista: :(
joseph bautista: hahaha
nica: isa ka pala sa mga makukulit na nagrereply sakanila
joseph bautista: tangina nangpapahiya ung sc amputa
joseph bautista: dudurugin ko sila
nica: para kang yung mga sinabi nang walang pasok
joseph bautista: =))
joseph bautista: wahahhaha onga e
nica: tatanungin pa yung "wala po bang pasok?"
joseph bautista: natanga pa ko
nica: =))
joseph bautista: badtrip
nica: =))
joseph bautista: ang sama paren kahit nireplyan e
nica: kasalanan ba nilang tatanga tanga ka
nica: =))
nica: kasi kausap mo na nga ako ng private
joseph bautista:
nica: magtatanong ka pa dun
joseph bautista: hahaha
nica: =))
joseph bautista: magaling ako pag di pa natutulog e
joseph bautista: ganun tlga
nica: ng TANONG NA...
joseph bautista: national artist nga e
nica: haay bes
joseph bautista: hahahahahaha tanginaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
joseph bautista: pulpollllllllllllllllllllllllll
joseph bautista: kahiya naman
joseph bautista: stat message mo na nga e
joseph bautista: zzz
joseph bautista: X_X
joseph bautista: sana di ako makilala ng mga yan wahhaha kakahiya
joseph bautista: ako naman june 17
joseph bautista: putaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
joseph bautista: noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
joseph bautista: gaano na kaya kataas ung baha sa inyo?
joseph bautista: haha
nica: =))
nica: bes
nica: pinasaya mo ko shit
nica: printscreen
nica: =))
nica: atleast nireplyan ka ng csc
nica: of all people
nica: ewan. basta alam ko
joseph bautista: =))
joseph bautista: ano
nica: hanggang legs lang nung kaibigan kong 6 footer
nica: =))
nica: grabe tangina
nica: tumatawa parin ako amp
joseph bautista: noooo
joseph bautista: wag na pls
nica: di ka makikilala
joseph bautista: maawa ka na
joseph bautista: saken
nica: wala ka naman pic
joseph bautista: hahaha
joseph bautista: delete aga d
joseph bautista: eh amp pero nahuli paren ako ang bilis mag reply nung csc
joseph bautista: amp
nica: =))

Ang proof ng katangahan ni Bes. (LMAO)

H E L L O F L O O D

2009-07-16T12:46:00.004+08:00

Hello, Flood!
I really want to go to school today but you screwed up my plans. You suck!

Hey Arnold!

2009-07-15T20:53:00.006+08:00

Hello, Earthlings! I'm on a ROCK 'N ROLL AGAIN!

So here, I made my TV Art Intro 3 weeks after the deadline. Bringing my video cam is funner than my DSLR (Sorry, Diz). Anyways, here's my video.

Anyway, I got pretty busy last night stalking about Helga. Well, Helga is and will be our forever idol. She was nominated in Ms. Twitter Philippines and had a very close fight with Chuvaness (another known Filipina blogger). It's just funny what happened. I don't know what perfect word would fit what happened to them. Basta they didn't fight FIGHT. I dunno. Can't describe but it was hilarious--for me atleast.

I'll Pro'ly have my photo spark back soon. I was very much inspired by her vain flicker pics. I wanted to start my Project 365 as well (those are your pics every single day of the year with a sort of theme or whatever). And I even joined Filipina Flickrites group in Flickr. They have a theme everyweek and every member may post her photo with the corresponding theme. Qualifications to post: You are a filipina, your following the theme given and you are in the photo.

I'm really excited to start but I must bring back my Photo "spark" again. Week 20's theme is Fashion Rehab. If I get to think of a really good concept, I might post this week.

And yehehes! I must not forget my blog highlight. Helga's reply at her plurk for me.

I know, I'm shallow. But it's Helga. <3

Gawd! I can't wait for New Year! Project 365 excites me!

2009-07-12T13:05:00.002+08:00

Kailangan ko na magayos ng buhay. Masyado na kong papetiks petiks. Tanginang thesis yan. Nakakawalang gana.

I had the best dream. Now I hafta work.

2009-07-09T00:07:00.003+08:00

I miss you, Bloggie.

Dahil miss kita, eto si Chocolate Man ng AXE. Bukas zipper nya c/o Angel.

Magbblog ako ng matino soon.

MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA! Alam kong hindi ko nasasabi sayo pero just in case mabasa mo, atleast alam mo. :) Starting today hanggang sa forever. <3

,,|,,

2009-07-04T12:14:00.002+08:00

Mahirap na magtiwala. Mahirap na magmahal ng tao at magpahalaga sa mga tao kasi sila sila din naman ang mananakit sayo. Kung sino pa ang gusto mong nakatingin sayo, sila pa ang unang tumatalikod sayo.

Pero salamat Keb at Durrrd kasi hinding hindi nyo ko binibigo kahit talikuran ko kayo. Mahal ko kayo at di yun mawawala.

Salamat sa napakasamang gabi kagabi at sa napakasamang paggising ngayon.

"Just enjoy the show. I want my money back."

q u a r a n t i n e

2009-06-27T20:12:00.003+08:00

I drank 4 different medicines today. 3 times a day pa yung karamihan nun. I feel so overdosed. Sucks that I'm drinking water. :\ I dont drink water but I must.

This week's been really tiring. Everything was unexpected. And if I must live this way, I dont know if I can survive. Sa awa ng Diyos eh nakakaraos din sa mga school works. I've been saved lots of times already this week. I promise to do well next week. Problem is, I'm sicker that I can imagine. :(

I'm watching Toradora. Yea, anime. :| Hahahaha! I'm so moved by it. Pero once palang ako kinikilig so far. Naiyak pa ko infairness. Haay! This is bad. No animes for me.

Shit! Ngayon lang ako naging health conscious. May hand santizer ako sa tabi ko. I'm drinking vitamin C again and papabili ako ng face mask. Tanginang h1n1!

WHO HAS A CRUSH ON WHO?

WATERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

akala mo lang wala pero meron.

2009-06-25T04:06:00.002+08:00

Kailangan ko na mamanage yung time ko for reals. Mas inuuna ko pang lumabas o kung ano man bago ang magaral. Leche lang talaga! Ang hirap eh. Ang bilis kong maggive in sa temptation. So bale bukas eh wala akong TV Art video na massubmit. Wala pa din akong nababasa sa PGC. Wala akong pera. At wala pa kong Chapter1. Wala din akong research pa sa Compo.

Wala ako ng lahat ng nyan.

Pero meron akong kakilig kilig na buhay pagibig.

YUN LANG! Hahahaha!

Pero talaga! Kailangang kumilos. Magttrabaho na ko bago ko pa makita ang pagsikat ng araw.

m a t r i x

2009-06-25T02:20:00.003+08:00

Napanood ko na Transformers! Yea Boi!

Mahabang kwento pero basta natuloy parin kami ni Jomp kahit akala ko di na kami matutuloy. Nanuod kami last full show at G4. 11:05 yung movie at nag end ng 1:30. Kamusta naman sa haba nung movie. Hahahahaha! At crush ko parin si Shia kahit ang retarded nya sa ibang scenes. Nakasama din pala namin si June at Krxl bago kami manood.

Para naming anak si June na pinapanood lang namin maging masaya sa Timezone. Hahahaha! Advanced Happy Birthday, June.

Tama ka, June. Nakakaantok nga yung movie. Walang ka aksyon aksyon. Parang drama. Hahahahaha!

b a d d a y

2009-06-19T23:56:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, you'd wake up and know right then and there that i'll be a bad day. And as the day goes on, nothing better's happening. The day is from worse to worst.

Then you go home, rest a little. Open you're laptop and have conversations with your friends. You smile. You laugh. Then you LMAO.

You figure, every thing's fine already. Cause you have the best set of friends in the world.

w a i t i n g

2009-06-18T23:35:00.004+08:00

Finally, True Blood Season 2 started this week. I waited this summer for this. 10 months or so of waiting. It's finally back. (dance) (banana_rock)

Pero kung pagaantay lang naman din yung paguusapan, eto na nga ang pinakaaantay antay namin ni Bex.

PICTURE WITH THE NEW CELEB/HAPPY CRUSH OF BEATO...

ANG WIG NI TAPEL. HAHAHAHA!

Tangina! Harap harapan kami kung tumawa pero buti eh sport naman si Tapel at pinaunlakan ang pagpapapicture namin sakanya. Grabe sa picture sobrang pigil na pigil na ko sa tawa nyan.

Salamat Tapel at wig ni Tapel sa pagpapasaya at pagpapakumpleto ng araw namin ni Bex. May isang taon pa ko para makita yan. BWAHAHAHAHA!

f a i l w i n f a i l

2009-06-17T22:07:00.004+08:00

Blog Quickie.

Balloon dresses thesis topic fail.
Sicillian Pizza dinner at Dapitan with CSA-UST win.
Headache fail.
Wholesome Webby party win.

Update:
And yes Enjel of God,

ENJEL LABLYP GUESS UBER WIN! (dance)

p e n e l o p e

2009-06-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

I am officially obsessed in using my webcam. It's been 3 nights already. Except for tonight cause I'm really exhausted. First day of school is really, oddly tiring. When in fact we did absolutely nothing energy sucking.

I am Adtu Dependent. For real. Sit in dito, sit in doon. But I had so much fun just catching up with them even though some of us meet like once a week during the summer. Seriously, I'm so contented with Adtu and I dont even want to bother making new friends. Which btw sucks a little. Just a bit.

I can live with the sit ins and cutting and movies as long as I'm hanging out with these people. Tae! All the love in the world.

And for more than a year, we went to Quartos again. Ever since I lost my phone there, we never went back til today. We watched Penelope. Super Cute! And I'm crushing on James Mcavoy right now. Jeez! Now I want to be a preschool teacher because of Penelope and err because of Ga Eul in BBF.

Ang dami kong naiisip. Rawr! <3

w e b b y <3

2009-06-14T02:35:00.004+08:00

Currently watching Justin Long's movie "Accepted". Still madly, deeply in love with this guy. ANG PAYAT NYA! AS IN! SHIT! Mahal ko sya. Sana maging kami na. Hahaha!

Grabe! We had "Webcam sessions" with Bex and Keb tonight. Super fun! Nung una webcam whoring lang then mamaya sumayaw kami ng Jai Ho and kumanta ng tameme. Hahahaha! Grabeng trip yan. And nadiscover na nila na may built in mic ang laptops. Ang ingay nung mic ni Ji! Hahahaha! Dahil ata sa electricfan. Im guessing.

Mug shot namin.

Message to Geno.

Message to everyone. Hahaha!

Bex Friends forever. <3 Sa uulitin. Pero dapat complete girlsies na.

2009-06-12T17:44:00.002+08:00

Wiwi, Pabs, Bex, and Ji. Sing with me and Ji Hoo. Hahaha! Masasabayan na natin ang English Version nya ng Because I'm Stupid. <3

VERSE 1:
Because I'm so stupid and such a fool
My eyes don't see nobody but you
Even though I know you love someone else
You could never know the pain that I felt
Oh oh oh

VERSE 2:
You probably never think of me at all
And I know we have no memories
But the one who really wants you is me
In the end only my tears will fall

BRIDGE 1:
I stay, you walk away
I stand back, watching you day by day
You can't see that I'm so in love with you
Like the wind you just fly right through (ohhhhh)

CHORUS 1:
There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

VERSE 3:
You'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make them all on my own

BRIDGE 2:
Love's like a river of tears
That will flow whenever you're not here
Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you smile

CHORUS 2:
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

VERSE 4:
Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Even though it's not me by your side
I need you, I just can't say it but I want you
I cannot stop wishing for you

CHORUS 3:
There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

D U R R R D Y D U R R R D

2009-06-12T15:55:00.002+08:00

In less than a week, magkikita kita na uli kami. Pero not as seldom as before. Nakakalungkot pero mas mabuti nang magsaya kami. Hahahaha! :)

We had a 2day Bombee's debut celebration. Nung una sa new condo nila Gel na UBER GANDA! Titira kami dyan, BFF. Patay ka! Hahaha! Birthday Christmas Eve ni Durrrd. May mga rebelasyon na naganap. (lmao) Wag na pagusapan dito.

Ngayon lang uli din nakumpleto yung Girlsies ko. Last na complete kami nung Birthday ko eh. Fun fun! <3 At masasaya kami kunwari. Hahahaha! Infairness daming tao sa party ni Durrrdy Durrrd. Happy Birthday uli. I love your kidney. (Shit namiss ko yun!)

Alam mo yun, hindi naman talaga exagge sa kasiyahan yung mga nagaganap pero exagge yung saya ko deep inside dahil lang kasama ko sila. <3 Mahal ko kayo, Blockada and Adtu Love.

Soon magbblog ako ng malupit tungkol sa Adtu. <3

Y U H

2009-06-11T03:35:00.001+08:00

Basta simula ngayon, gagawin ko na ang magpapasaya sakin. Hindi yung kung ano yung sasabihin ng iba.

Gumaganun talaga! :)

Thanks BFF and FirstLove.

B F S U R V E Y

2009-06-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

BOYFRIEND POTENTIAL SURVEY:

Kailangan ko pa bang sagutin to eh nakita ko na yung akin? LMAO! Cheesy amputa! Joke lang.

1.dapat ba gwapo?
Dapat gwapo sya sa paningin ko. Yung tipong kayang kaya kong maging biased. May mga itchura kasi na hindi matatablan ng nakakabulag na pagibig eh.

2. matalino?
Dati ayoko ng mas matalino sakin eh. Pero ngayon okay na. It's nice to learn new things everyday. Importante sakin Practical.

3. preferred Age?
Older than me by a day hanggang 3 years siguro.

4. preferred height?
TALLER! Taller ng 3 inches sana.

5. How about sense of humor?
Yes, please. Dahil moody akong tao. Gusto ko napapatawa nya ko lalo na pagbadtrip ako. Ilan palang nakakapagpatawa sakin ng galit ako. Plus talaga!

6. How about piercings?
Okay lang tongue ring and sa ears. Hot yun! Hahaha!

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Oo dapat lang! Ayoko ng mga nagbabawal ng mga kung ano ano sakin. Gusto ko tanggap nya kung anong sinusuot ko, sinong kasama ko, anong hilig kong gawin etc.

8. Pink hair?
WTF!!!??? NO!

9. mushy or no?
I like mushy pero wag naman lagi. Gusto ko yung tipong surprise lagi yung cheesyness nya. Once in a while cheesy.

10. Thin or fat?
PAYAT!

11. Moreno or chinito or mestizo
Gusto ko moreno na chinito dati eh. :\ Tapos nainlove ako sa maputing malaki yung mata.

12. Long hair or short hair?
AYOKO NG KALBO, SEMI KAL, at yung mahabang hair na tipong sya na yung pinagkakamalang babae hindi ako. hahaha!

13. Plastic or metal?
:\ bat may ganitong tanong dito? walang kwenta!

14. Smells good?
Amoy baby. Kahit amoy sabon lang okay na sakin.

15. Smoker?
Kahit ano lang. Basta wag nya kong pakikielaman paggusto ko magyosi. Pero sana oo para may kasama ako magyosi.

16. Drinker?
Okay lang sakin. Basta wag nya kong pakikielaman paggusto ko uminom.

17. Boy-next-door type?
Cute lang yung mga ganyan. Pero I dont fall for them.

18. Musically inclined?
Sana. PLEASE! ;;)

19. Plays piano?
Naiinlove ako sa tunog ng piano. Plus points yun sobra.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Medyo sawa na ko. Pero okay lang.

21. Plays violin?
WOW! Violin. Gusto ko matuto nyan eh.

22. Sings very good?
Gusto ko. :) Kahit hindi magaling kumanta basta kakantahan nya ko. :)

23. Vain?
Ayoko yung vain na laging pinipicturan nya sarili nya. Gusto ko ako lang magppicture. Basta kailangan lang maalaga sya sa sarili nya. Alam nya pagpanget na sya o hindi.

24. With glasses?
Kahit wala okay lang. Pero <3 glasses.

25. With braces?
WAG!

26. Shy type?
Okay lang. Basta pagkasama ko sya makulit na sya.

27. Rebel or good boy?
Someone in between.

28. Active or passive?
I love passive guys. HAHAHAHA! Kahit sa mga dramas lang (and real life pala).

29. tight or bomb?
What does that suppose to mean?

30. Singer or dancer?
Singer.

31. Suplado?
Hahahahaha! Nahhot-an ako sa ganyan. Basta sakin di sya suplado.

32. Hiphop?
UTANG NA LOOB! WAG!

33. Earrings?
Earring lang.

35. Torpe?
AYOKO NA NG TORPE!

36. Mr. count-my-ex-girlfriends-un

til-you-drop?
Baka gusto nyang masapak!

37. Dimples?
Yes! Cute nun. Pero kung wala okay lang din. :)

38. Bookworm?
Yes, please. Tapos kkwento nalang nya sakin. Kasi I hate reading.

39. Mr. love letter?
Gusto ko. :(( PERO ASA PA!

40. Makulit?
Yes! Gusto ko yung nagkukunwari pa kong galit kasi ang kulit nya. Pero talaga, kinikilig ako. LOL!

41. Flirt?
Sakin lang sya flirt.

42. Poem writer?
Ayoko! Taena! Trauma. :)) Nakakaantok eh.

43. Serious?
Knows when to be serious.

44. Campus crush?
Hahahahaha! Pwede din. Importante, may mga nagkakacrush sakanya. :)

45. Painter ..?
Artistically inclined din sana. Ppaint nya ko ng hubad. :)) Joke lang.

46. Religious?
Oo. Sana. Pero wag yung exagge. Gusto ko lang naniniwala sya.

47. Alaskador?
Okay lang basta alam nya limitations nya.

48. Computer games geek? Or internet freak
BASTA NICA > COMPUTER GAMES. Kung hindi papakain ko sakanya yung mga PC sa internet shop.

49. Speaks 20 languages?
Gusto ko klingon. HAHAHA! Joke. Importante nagsasalita sya.

50. Loyal o faithful?
<3 Kailangan pa bang imemorize yan?

k i l l f u c k m a r r y

2009-06-09T01:08:00.002+08:00

Finally made my BBF OST Playlist. <3 Fanatic that I am. I love Kpop and dramas. I feel giddy listening to Koreans speak or sing. Sorry in advanced to those who find my playlist annoying.

Tawang tawa ako dito.

margarett macaranas: KUNG MAY IBBF K SAKANILA
margarett macaranas: cno???
margarett macaranas: pag ako niligawan ng parehong yan.... shit
margarett macaranas: gagamitin ko lng katawan ni robi pero papaksalan ko si rico
margarett macaranas: yan. may plan na ko.
nica: ako hmmmmmm
nica: tough one
margarett macaranas: )
nica: robi ako
margarett macaranas: NICA KILL FUCK MARY
nica: masyadong sosyal sila rico
margarett macaranas: robi, rico, jompy
nica: ay puta
nica: kill rico total patay na sya, fuck robi, marry jompy
nica: :))
margarett macaranas: :)))))
nica: ang mean ko puta
margarett macaranas: hala nicaaaa
margarett macaranas: baka ikill ko c jompy
margarett macaranas: no offense un ah... walang personalan
nica: :))
nica: okay lang
nica: pinatay ko nga si rico eh
margarett macaranas: ah oo nga
margarett macaranas: swerte ni robi
margarett macaranas: makukuha nia tayo pareho
nica: oo nga!
nica: :))
margarett macaranas: ) haahhahahha hindi tayo ung swerte e noh
nica: yung katawan nya
nica: natin pala
nica: =))

Ako pala ata pumatay kay Rico. Haay, Rico Yan, you are missed. <3

<3 o r b r e a d

2009-06-08T13:02:00.003+08:00

ABS-CBN has been flashing teasers on a show called "Love or Bread" for a week now. I wasn't THAT curious because the title wasn't catchy at all. Then when I was watching a while ago, I saw Joe Cheng and Ariel Lin in a very very long trailer for a new Chinovela coming up.

JOE CHENG AND ARIEL LIN!

I must say that this couple basically helped my love life. Their last 2 shows "It started with a kiss" and "They kiss again" were my vision boards (LOA terms). And seeing them together again really made me happy.

But Joe Cheng's role didn't match him. I was used to his being very snobbish and cranky. Now his role is the opposite. But whatever, I've been looking for a Asian Drama to watch after BBF and thank God I have something to watch again. :)

And a few (or not) random stuff.

Btw, I'm sorry but I like Willie Revillame's song "Ikaw na nga." LSS much. Ang ganda ng meaning kaya! I'm so defending it!
MAGIIPON NA KO PARA MAKITA SI JI HOO AT YI JUNG SA AUGUST! Hoy Bex at Wiwi ipon us. :)
JUSTIN LONG IS STILL MY BITCH!!!! <3
Jompy and Nica's super baked potatoes yesterday is a SUPER WIN.

"Because good girls love happy endings" -Yi Jung.

blow job me please

2009-06-07T02:54:00.003+08:00

Friends. HAHAHAHAHA! I love them. Go figure. :))

<3 <3 <3

2009-06-07T02:10:00.002+08:00

After watching Drag me to hell awhile ago (and been watching He's just not that into you for like days now), I've decided that I super crush Justin Long.

I know he kissed Superman but what the hell. He still did sweep me off my feet. <3 But researching stuff about him wasn't the best idea. I found out he had an on and off relationship with Drew Barrymore which is a slut btw. No offense to her cause I really like Drew but OMG why would you let someone like Justin slip away? I wish I could have him for myself.

I <3 YOU, JUSTIN LONG. I'm planning to DL all your past movies. OMG!
Man Slut. <3

k a r y l l e

2009-06-07T01:08:00.002+08:00

So, nagLaguna kami yesterday dahil may wake nung great grand lola ko. We stayed there overnight. First time in years ako naging sociable with relatives na hindi ko talaga kilala. Yung tipong, "Ah lolo mo yan ganyan....tita mo yan..." Not really my thing. Sobrang di ko sila kilala. As in hindi na sila familiar sakin at all. Well I guess it's time to start knowing them before its too late.

Okay naman so far. I bonded with some titas and cousins. I love Amber. She's so cute I wanna keep her. Pero fail, I don't have any pictures of her. Anyways, not the point. Basta I went out sa may parking tapos one of my "lolos" called me pero ibang name. Sabi, "Karylle!! Karylle!!" Tapos ang labo, tumingin naman ako. Sabi ko, "Hindi po ako si Karylle." Thinking na baka akala nya yun pangalan ko. Tapos naalala ko nung nagsubic kami. Si Aling Jo yung masahista namin biglang sinabi na kamukha ko si Karylle. Na hindi ko talaga magets baket kasi hindi naman talaga. I mean maganda sya pero alam ko sa puso ko na hindi ko sya kamukha.

The night went on na Karylle yung tawag sakin nung lolo ko na yun. Tawa nalang ako. So bale, dalawang tao na nagsasabi sakin na kamukha ko si Karylle. Whatever! Di ko parin makita yung resemblance.

Tapos the next day after ng libing, naglunch kami at my "lolas" house. Tapos thank God wala yung lolo ko na Karylle tawag sakin for a change. Pero fail kasi lahat na ng tao dun yun na tawag sakin. Ni hindi nga nila ako kilala as "Nicole" eh. Ako si Karylle. Sino ba yun?? Taena naman.

Hindi ko kaya sya kamukha.

Diba? Kalayo.

K e e p m e s a n e .

2009-06-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

Just finished tagging people at FB.

Yikes! Summer's almost over. I must do the following before it ends. :)

Adtu Multiply Album.
Gusto ko din Adtu Video. Pero hassle.
Adtu Blog.
Finish painting my LP shoes.

Where where where are you?

and yes, my laptop speakers are broken. I think? Sucks much.

<3

2009-06-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

Naisip ko lang. May mga tao na pinipilit nating isiksik sa mga buhay natin kahit na paulit ulit ka namang pinapaalis. May mga taong di na natin napapansin kasi nga mas busy tayo sa mga taong ayaw naman tayo sa buhay nila.

Sa pagtagal, magsasawa ka din kakahabol sa mga taong ayaw sayo. Makakalimutan ka na din nung mga inichapwera mo. Wala nang natira sayo.

Pero in time, bigla ka nalang kakausapin uli ng isang taong hindi mo pinahalagahan as much as dun sa hinabol habol mo. Marerealize mo kung gano sya kaimportante sa buhay mo. Na kung titimbangain ngayon eh mas importante na sya sa taong hinabol habol mo. At na ganun ka parin sa paningin nya. Kung gaano ka nya pinahalagahan noon, ganung ganun parin ngayon.

Para to sa mga taong mahal ko na hindi ko siguro napaparamdam sakanila kung gaano ko sila kamahal. Na aantayin ko pang matauhan ako bago ko maisip o mapakitang mahal ko sila. Para to sa mga taong, minahal ako hindi dahil gusto nilang mahalik ko rin sila pero dahil mahal lang talaga nila ako.

Salamat! :)

Kung may mahal ka mapakaibigan, kapamilya or kaIBIGan, sabihin mo at ipakita mo as often as you can. Masarap yung feeling promise. :)

*Narealize ko lahat to dahil sayo, Popoylabs. Namiss kita sobra! Salamat! :)

y e y

2009-05-30T23:45:00.003+08:00

Finally, I've uploaded all the pics in multiply. still on drafts though but what the heck. I'm like a step closer to publishing it. Give me time tomorrow and it's gonna be there.

Where's my baby?

B a t a a n : T h e M o v i e

2009-05-28T22:24:00.006+08:00

The Bataan blog.

Sa totoo lang, preparing this was tiring and talagang sakit sa ulo. Mahirap maghanap ng transpo, mahirap magpaalam, mahirap maghanap ng pera etc. etc. Muntik na kong magcancel ng day before pero what the heck, kailangan tong matuloy no matter what. Kahit na ilan lang kami, kapusin sa pera at walang makain sa trip. Importante kasama ko tong mga taong to at magsasaya kami sa BEACH!

Kahit na ba 5:30AM ang call time, infairness maaga kaming lahat (except si Macci na ironic kasi ang lapit lang nya kila Jomp). Naggrocery muna kami bago dumating sa house. Ang dami naming binili. Ang fun! Tapos pagdating dun parang gusto ko nalang matulog. Pahinga na ito! Pero ayun nga, napaswimming agad kami. Dun nabuo ang larong "Catch the wave" ika nga ni Ji.

Nakakagulat pa kasi nakasama namin yung tita ni Louie sa trip, si Tita Julie. Hahahaha! Tangina! Kamuka nga ni Terens, Louie.
Madaming chorva ang nabuo sa sand pero ito ang pinaka classic sa lahat. Ang race car kong chorva. (Wala lang si Pabs dito kasi sya yung kumukuha. Sayang.)
Ang masaya pa eh hindi kami nagutom. Nagawan ng paraan ang mga bagay bagay. Adobo for lunch. Corned beef for dinner. At may isang box kami ng chichirya. Ang sarap din pala nung tulog ko nung hapon. As in! Kahit puro buhangin yung kama namin (baket kaya?) at kahit maingay yung boys dahil nagppoker sila.

Oo nga pala! Umitim daw si Durrrd pero ang masasabi ko lang eh, kasing kulay nga nya ang sand na basa. Diba? Napapansin nyo ba sya?
Medyo wala kami masyadong pics sa beach itself. Mahirap eh. Enjoy eh! Kahit na uber weird ng high tide-low tide moodswings. Kahit na nawala yung araw nung gusto namin magpatan.

Sayang lang sana complete kaming girls. Wala si Bex at BFF. :( Pero happy parin ako kasi kasama ko yung tatlong girlsies ko. Kahit na nagpapanggap kaming masasaya sa pic. Benta pa yung jump shot na mukhang nakatalikod si Luday pero hindi. Hahahaha! Fail talaga.
Nung gabi eh naginuman kami. Nagpaka happy ako thanks to Granma. "Squeeze! Squeeze mo pa!" Hahahahaha! Benta! Reminiscing "Phillip days" with the girls. Nasa may shore din kami nung after nung inuman. Kasama ko si Jomp nung first half nung stay tapos nagstay na with the others. Ang ganda nung sky nun as in. Tapos ang daming shooting stars. Sayang lang tinamad akong kunin yung camera nun. Nagattempt kaming i-wait yung sunrise nila Les, Macci and Jompy. Pero kami nalang ni Jomp nakakita nung "Sunrise".
Tawang tawa din ako sa shot na to. Naging two-face si Macci.

Nagswim parin kami the next morning. Hard level ng "Catch the wave." Promise ang lakas ng waves bigla nalang kaming nawawala. Pero thanks kay Kuya Dugo dahil naging safe kami. Hahahaha! 3 hours lang tulog ko pero kasarap ng tulog ko talaga. Ang ganda din ng gising ko because of some reasons.

<3
Paggising ko kiniss ako ni Tita Che ng goodmorning. :)
And kasama ko tong mga maiitim na taong to na mahal na mahal ko.

Formal Class Pic. Na may kasamang Arki. Hahahaha!

Masasabi kong magaganda kaming lahat sa pic na to. Without biases.

Promise di yan sinadya. Hahaha! Badutchi!

First outing ever pala ni Bes to. Sana nagenjoy ka, Bes. :) Sana nagenjoy tayong lahat. Thank you Tita Che sa pagiging good example samin at sa pagiging mahigpit na guardian. (lmao) Thank you Tito Danny kahit na kung san san mo kami dinadaan na route. Thank you Ate Anabelle sa kama mong natulugan ko sa kubo. Thank you Kuya Dugo sa pagupo sa monoblock na chair habang nagsswim kami. At thank you loves dahil kasama ko kayo.

At dahil kasama ko tong "~~Baby~~" Best ko. Wahahahahaha!

*Pabs! naiyak ako sa blog mo.
Meet my ~~friends~~ second family.

Lavet! <3 Survivor Bataan.

B a t a a n: T r a i l e r

2009-05-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

I've got tons and tons to blog about. But for now, I just want to say...

I LOVE YOU JOMPY, BOMBEE, JIHAN, LOUIE, MACCI, PABS, TERENS, LESTER, BES AND TITA CHE! *shouting mode*

Tae! Kay saya sa Bataan. CATCH THE WAVES. LOL!

Be blogging this once I have the pics in my laptop.

2009-05-25T19:33:00.002+08:00

Dear Frap,

Inuubos mo 130 ko everytime umaalis ako. I hate you. I love you.

Love, Nicurrr

............

2009-05-23T12:59:00.000+08:00

Is not feeling well.

S c r e e n i n g

2009-05-22T00:00:00.003+08:00

Screening day kanina for thesis. Ang yabang ko pa. Sabi ko eh 6 palang eh nandun na ko. Ayun, tama nga hula ko, 6 ako magigising. Pagdating ko dun ang haba na ng pila sa labas ng Beato. Nagkita kita ulit kaming mga Adtu. Miss ko na sila pero di ko na sila makakasama.

Nung screening hindi naman ako kinakabahan kung papasa ba ko oh ano. Kasi parang wala naman silang binabagsak na portfolio eh. Pero dahil nga nahuli kami sa pila kanina. Nakakakaba na baka eh hindi ko na makuha yung slot kay Mam Nady. Nung medyo nasa gitna pa kami nung pila, sabi eh 1 pa lang yung nagssign up kay Mam Nady so parang ako, "Ah! Pwede pang umabot." Tapos nung pang second nalang ako na isscreen biglang sabi ni Mam Mort kay Mam Nady, "Pano ba yan Mam, full na list mo." Tapos nagreklamo ako sabi ko dagdagan pa nila. Hahahahaha! Tae! So yun sabi ni Mam Nady dadagdag pa sya ng 3 more. So diba ang saya ko naman.

Nung ako na yung isscreen, Si Mam Nady din yung tumingin ng portfolio ko. Tapos tinatanong nya nga kung anong topic kukunin ko. Sabi ko hindi ko pa talaga alam kasi mahirap naman talaga magisip. Tapos nabanggit ko pa na extreme sports gusto ko. Hahaha! Shinock ko pa sya. Eh ayaw nyang magextreme sports ako kasi magaling daw ako sa Portraiture, sa mga tao. Sabi ko naman eh kailangan ko din kasing maisip yung problem nung itthesis ko. Tapos kung ano anong ideas binibigay ni Mam sakin like kids daw ishoot ko or magfashion nalang daw ako kasi yung mga shots ko sa portfolio pwede na daw pang Ads. Pinagfashion pa ko eh kitang photo yung portfolio ko. Hahahaha! Tapos grabe sobrang pinuri talaga ni Mam Nady at Sir Son yung gawa ko. Nakikitingin kasi si Sir Son kahit book illus talaga sya eh. Tapos kinikilig ako sa harap nila. Tapos sabi pa ni Mam Nady, "Hindi ko sasabihing maganda yung mga gawa mo kung hindi yun totoo." Tapos nagagree si Sir Son. Tapos kinilig ako uli.

Okay na sakin na pumasa eh. Pero yung magustuhan nila yung gawa ko. Sobra sobra na yun. Kahit pa siguro laitin gawa ko hindi na ko maffeel bad kasi tatlong profs na yung pumuri sakin. WAHAHAHA! Si Mam Mort din yung isa nung baby thesis. Ang saya ko lang. Topic nalang kulang ko. Nakuha ko yung gusto kong adviser at photo thesis ko. Topic nalang talaga.

I'm so happy. :)

Sorry kailangan kong ipagyabang! I'm so proud of myself. :) Mahal na mahal ko portfolio ko.

: \

2009-05-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

Since Weena's listening to David Cook right this very moment, then i'll listen to Archu to be fair. Hahahahaha! Okay, I'm just making excuses to listen to my DA love.

Anyways, for Book Illus, Photog and Fashion people, we only have less than a day to produce portfolios. And right now, I'm not even starting to plan whatever I have to do on mine. I'm so stressed out right now.

I'll try to make a scrapbook portfolio. Simple lang. Goodluck to me.

*Portfolio mode for reals.

B B F <3

2009-05-19T03:21:00.002+08:00

Okay guys. Hindi ko na talaga kaya to! Kailangan ko na talagang i-blog ang tungkol sa BBF. Kakatapos ko lang syang panoorin at sobrang hindi ako nadisappoint sa ending. Although gusto ko si Ji Hoo yung makatuluyan ni Jan Di dahil crush ko si Ji Hoo. Tae! Okay lang sakin. Hahaha! Ang kapal kong talaga! Umasa pa kong magiging sila in the end kahit na alam ko namang hindi mangyayari yun.

Pero on the other hand, sobrang kinikilig talaga ako kay Yi Jung at Ga Eul. Sana love story nalang nila yung talagang bida sa palabas. Hahaha! Kahit antok na ko, nagigising parin ako pag sila na yung nasa scene. Worth it yung ending nilang dalawa. Sobrang cute. Hahaha! And I found this.

Haay grabe! Tawang tawa ako na kinikilig. Matutuwa si Teta dito. Commercial pala nila yan. Sa video na yan naalala ko tuloy to.

Anyway, crush ko talaga si Ji Hoo dahil ang mysterious nya, sweet, laging nandyan at kung ano ano pang shit. Hahaha! Ang cute pa nya nung may glasses sya pero wala akong nakuhang picture nya. Hindi ako biased okay? Just in case maisip nyong biased ako sa mga taong tulad ni Ji Hoo ang ugali at dating. Ang cute nya pa pagngumingiti sya. Kasi minsan lang yun

Pero crush ko din talaga tong si Yi Jung. Kung ligawan ako nito eh wala nang ligaw ligaw na magaganap. Hahahahaha! Grabe naman kasi 'to ngumiti. Talagang laglag panty kung baga. Ewan jusmiyo. Eto nanaman ako sa F4 fever. Parang Highschool days lang. Pero atleast ngayon halos ka-age ko na ang bagong F4.

Haay, tapos ko na panoorin. :\ Wala nanaman akong magagawa dito bago matulog. Mukhang kailangan ko na pagtuunan ng pansin yung portfolio ko.

2 1 R O S E S

2009-05-19T01:12:00.003+08:00

Just got home from Jomps.

Okay, it's weird cause we never planned to really spend his birthday with me. But we did. It was fun. But really uberly weird.

Why?

Duh! Hahahaha!

Sad thing I don't have pictures with me. Cause I left my DSLR thinking that I'll only have lunch with them. Rawr! Sad. Watched Startrek at Trinoma. "Adventure time" It was so tiring. Then some friends went there to drink.

I hope he's happy today. (SB for details)

I miss Lester. Come back na please. I want to sing duets with you again at YM. Take care there, twinny love.

BTW, I'm still pressured thesis-wise. Deym! Thursday is portfolio day and I still havent printed my portfolio. Sad. :\ I'm a bit worried. A bit.

:)

2009-05-18T01:43:00.003+08:00

I wanna be a kid again. Never broke cause you just have to cry and piss out your parents to buy you stuff you want. When all you wanted was to go out of the house and play with your playmates after school. And you don't have to buy gifts for your friend's birthday party since your mom always does that for you. You don't spend a thing but it's still your name written on the card.

I'm broke. Well, broke-ish. And I dont have any gift for Jomp yet. I've been thinking of a lot of gift ideas but I end up thinking of cheesy stuff. Things that bestfriends shouldn't give to each other. Haha!

Sucks to be me!

Anyhows, here are my very amateur Cook David Archuleta Live in Manila concert videos. Sorry the video is shaky. I was singing along and I can't help myself from swaying and stuff.

Uploaded these videos at Youtube cause I want to just embed the code here instead of uploading it in blogger. BTW, I made these videos private in Youtube cause I really felt shy. My videos are too ugly. I'm sure people will just comment bad stuff about it. Harsh! Hahahaha! It's really better if you'd just listen to the video. Watching it might just piss you off.

I had like 5 or 6 David Archuleta videos and only had 1 for Cook. The digicam went down during Cooks turn. Sad.

C o n c e r t

2009-05-17T18:25:00.005+08:00

COOK DAVID ARCHULETA Live in Manila concert was Awesssommeeee!!!

We went inside the concert area at around 6pm because Gold tickets weren't reserve seats. We waited for 2 hours doing nothing but watch the annoying concert ads. Good thing at around 7pm MOA had their weekend fireworks. It kept me sane a bit.

We got lots of ~~Mucosolvan~~ Medicol (I don't know where I got such word). We wish it were CD's instead.

I know we had really really far seats but it was all worth it. I still can't believe I saw them live. I'm so in love with David Archuleta. As in dreamy eyes lang ako the whole time he was singing. I'll be uploading my youtube videos as soon as i've uploaded it on Youtube.

I'll marry you David Archuleta. Dayum... :)

D A V I D V S. D A V I D

2009-05-16T13:40:00.003+08:00

In a while, anjan kami ni Nige sa Gold part. Bawal daw ang professional cameras so baka mamatay ako. Dadalhin ko nalang din yung point and shoot ni Mama just in case. Nakakainis sobra! Sayang di ako makakapunta kila Nigel ngayon. Sorry Nigel. Gusto ko din pumunta cause O really miss Gel. :(

2 DAVIDS > 1 Nigel

Dibale, may kasama naman akong 1 Nigel ngayon eh. Kunwari ikaw sya.

TAE! ANO TONG NABABALITAAN KO? BY FRIDAY DAW EH KAILANGAN MAY 3 PROPOSALS NA! TANGINA! AYUSIN NYO YAN! AYOKO! MAGWEWELGA AKO! KUNG TOTOO MAN YAN, SANA SINABI NYO YAN NOON PA! PERWISYO KAYO!

Adtu: Tuloy ang outing sa Morong, Bataan. 3k nalang yung rent imbis na ewan, 10k? Sabihin nyo sakin kung game kayo or hindi.

l u c k y i n m y <3

2009-05-14T16:47:00.002+08:00

Narealize ko just now how cheesy I am. I mean, Alam ko na yun a long long time ago pero ibang lebel na talaga. Naniniwala parin ako na possible yung mga napapanood ko sa mga korean/taiwanese dramas. Na by accident eh bigla bigla nalang lumilitaw yung lalakeng gusto mo sa same place kung san ka nandun. Na pagnagaway kayo, gagawa sya ng something really really moving tulad ng kunwari pagnaglalakad ka lang sa streets ng gabi biglang bubukas yung mga ilaw na para bang nasa fairytale ka. Tapos andun lang sya sa harap mo nakangiti.

Na pagikikiss ka nya para bang nakaslow-mo lahat. Tapos may nagpplay na heart song mo sa background na parang first kiss parin all over again. Na magical lahat.

Minsan pagmagisa ako na naglalakad tapos maisipan ko na parang nasa korean drama ako, kung ano ano naiisip ko. Mga impossibleng bagay. Minsan ginugusto kong mangyari sakin yun kahit impossible. Unang una, nainlove ako sa isang anti-cheesy person. Pangalawa, nainlove ako sa anti-cheesy person. Hahahahaha!

Kanya kanyang magical moments lang talaga siguro yan. Kanya kanyang papakilig.

Kaya kailangan ko na sigurong magising na hindi mangyayari sakin yang mga kamunduhan na mga kilig moments na parang nasa movies. Hindi mangyayari yung mga exagge na yan sakin. Hanggang day dream na muna ako. Pero sana...sana lang talaga. :)

"Stand by me, even if I don't know what love is."

*Nica naaadik sa BBF*

I Y A K I N

2009-05-13T16:29:00.003+08:00

Hello! Was with Macci and Louie yesterday. Namiss ko kayo! Woohoo!

Pareho ish pa kami ng mga nailpolish sa fingers. Ang cute ng mga kids sa pool yesterday. Pero si Marky lang matandaan kong name. Ang cool pa ng mom nila. Yun na ang goal ko in life, MAGING ISANG COOL MOM. :)

Andun din sila Tita Eugene and Tita Iris. I missed them. Kulots rules. :)

Grabe! Nakakaexcite naman talaga. Hindi ko maitago ang excitement. Sana matuloy, Dear. :) Go go go! Kaya mo yan!

Peste pala yung SB ko kagabi. Hirap na hirap akong itype yun for 3 nights kasi di ko matapos dahil nakakatulog ako. Tapos pagpublish ko biglang half lang ang napublish. PARANG WHAT??? Tae! Kung alam ko lang, sana sinave ko sya muna sa notepad at di nagtiwala sa drafts. So yun, ang daming pending parin. Nakakatamad i-type.

Kagrabe! Iyak ako ng iyak kagabi kasi kagabi ko lang naisipan panoorin yung It started with a kiss: They kiss again. Yung part2. Pero ending lang, kasi yun nalang di ko napapanood. Tapos grabe mula umpisa umiiyak ako hanggang matapos. Tapos ang kulit pa ng ibang tao sa YM! Imbis na antukin ako eh lalo akong nagigising. Diba, Best?

Ngayon naaadik ako sa Boys Before Flowers. Kaya tignan nalang natin kung maupdate ko ASAP yung SB ko. Patay! Pero although type ko si Jun Pyo physically (Dao), mas crush ko parin talaga yung character ni Ji Hoo (Lei) sa palabas. Ang mysterious kasi nya tae! Unpredictable. Parang yung kilala ko lang pero di ko babanggitin kung sino. HAHAHA!

Natawa lang ako dito sa Bud Brothers tae! :))
Mariel: Hot coffee, Sir?
Rafael: No. I don't need hot coffee.
Mariel: Pero...

...ANG HOT NYO, SIR!

L O N G U S E L E S S E N T R Y

2009-05-09T21:08:00.003+08:00

Summer has been unhealthy for me. Cigarette intake didn't worsen but it's still not out of my system. Alcohol dosage is back like the good ol' days. Cab fares and frapuccinos pretty much take most of my summer money. And I being a workaholic is just getting worst.

I'm not complaining. I think I'm even enjoying listing all my vices down. I feel proud for some odd reason. Jeez! I'm weird.

Enjoy life.

A recap:

2 or rather 3 days ago, we stayed at Reg's house for some guitar hero-ing, pasta and alcohol. Aww...no group pic to be placed here. Sad sad. :( The rain almost ruined our plan but I must not be stopped from going out. Bagyong Emong you suck! Stayed at Jomp's from 12am-8am and spent the whole time talking, eating and drinking. And then when the sun came up, I just had to leave.

Friday night turned out to be so weird. Very much. But not in a bad way. I dunno. Not in a good way either. Just just weird.

The word "Dude" sounds cool. Saying it makes me giddy. "Mahn" should be forgotten. Or betteryet combine both like "mahn dude." Okay, I'm not making sense now. But you still have to keep on reading cause I'm forcing you to.

Today, Saturday, I had to wake up at 8 in the morning for papa's operation at St. Lukes. It ended at 2pm. It started at 1pm cause there were like 5 of them to be operated. Anyway, I couldn't wait for Jomp to wake up and join me have a cig. So I told ma that I am hungry and that I needed to buy myself breakfast. I know she can't come with me cause the nurses keeps on calling her for questions once in a while. I ended up staying at Delifrance instead of Mcdo. Puffing a cigarette and drinking frap alternately. I was worried that I might be caught smoking by our driver but Good heavens he didn't.

I went up using the stairs hoping that the smoke smell would be washed away by time. Of course it was a fail. I tried washing my hands with soap /fail. And another attempt: Hand sanitizer /fail. Ma's been really annoying so I pinched her nose USING MY LEFT HAND. And there you have it, I can't deny it anymore. But she didn't get mad. Yey!

Went to Shang after for lunch and bumped into EJ. We went to Powerbooks for a while and told me tips for thesis. Now my topic ideas are back to zero and it sucks. Boo! I'll work on it. But I better work on my portfolio first. :)

I'm sleepy now, I forgot to eat dinner.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, MOTHERS! :)

B e s t L O V E S

2009-05-06T12:54:00.007+08:00

Everything is falling into place. (Secret blog for details)

Bex, aliw na aliw ako kausap ka sa phone. Feeling ko wala akong kausap. Hahahaha! Pero seriously, super saya ko parang ang happy happy lang natin kahit malungkot yung kwento. Hahahaha! What will I do without you?

Kahapon naman kadate ko si Jomp. Tae! Ang tagal namin sa MOA. From 2:30pm-10pm kami nandun. Tambay lang kami sa starbucks for 2 hours tapos dun na kami sa may bayside. Natatawa lang ako kasi biglang nagresto bar kami. Gusto din namin mafeel yung mga stereotype sa movies. Yung may guy na nasa bar umiinom magisa tapos may bartender sa harap nya na nagpupunas ng wine glass. Onti lang yung tao tapos basta ganun. Pero fail. Kasi hindi masyadong ganun yung feel sa resto bar na yun and may mga kumakain na pamilya sa likod namin. Pero whatever, we enjoyed it.

Aabangan ko yung treat mo sakin, Best. Woohoo!
Wala pala kaming pics kahapon. HIMALA! Kabigat ng DSLR eh.

Pagtutuukan. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! BOBO!!! TANGA!!! Joke lang. :)

Geno dear, malapit ka na namin makita. I love you. Happy birthday for tomorrow. :)
First love, It's been a long time. LVOE you.

Thanks, Khan. Love ko na tong song na to. I less than 3 you. :)

P E R A

2009-05-04T23:49:00.003+08:00

Mi Starbucks planner is verr verr ugly. :( Napabayaan ko na sya ng todo. Mukha na syang planner ng boring working person. Boo! Kailangan maging pang fun working person sya. Pero di ko kaya. Wala lang talaga akong oras. Pakiramdam ko hinahabol ako ng oras.

Kanina pa kaya ko nahawakan uli yung planner ko kasi may tumawag sakin, si Ms. Clarisse Butalid. Tinatanong nya kung gusto kong magwork ng part time sa company nila kasi nirecommend ako ni Chi. Amp! So yun, parang gusto ko din kung kaya ko naman. Kaso yun nga kadami na ng gagawin ko. Ibang level.

Sabihin na nating kung nagkataon, 2 na yung part time jobs ko tapos si papa nakikiepal pa sa utos (pero may bayad na daw) tapos may thesis pa ko at photoshoots.

Para na din akong nagpakamatay diba? Sana kayanin ko. Para sa pera.

Ganun ata talaga, mas maswerte ako sa larangan ng pera kesa sa pagibig. Kaya bakit ko pa ipagsisiksikan ang pagibig sa buhay ko wala naman akong napapala. Sa pera naman, ako pa ang hinahabol habol.

b l a h n e s s

2009-05-04T19:05:00.002+08:00

Nica needs:

her left hand back. (yeah! it's lost)
MONEY. LOTSSSS!
Go figure. Haha!
Korean movies.
Geno.
love.

B E X

2009-05-04T17:13:00.002+08:00

bex,

wag mo na gagawin yung super nica na may sinisave. super nica nalang talaga. thanks! di kita mamessage sa tagboard eh. tagboard mo at yung akin di naglload eh. peste!

love,
bex

sleepy.

2009-05-02T04:16:00.002+08:00

Still not packing up for Subic. I still have an hour though. See you guys soon.

a n g t a g a l k o n g g i n a w a t o

2009-05-01T22:38:00.012+08:00

1. A picture of you in your room

My first solo pic in my new room. Super happeh!

2. A picture of you posing with someone you don't actually like.
Kitang kita naman sa pic diba? Hahaha! Joke lang, Bex! Dapat si Ji ilalagay ko eh pero baka kiligin sya.

3. A picture with a former crush.
OMG! SI MARVIN! LOL! Those were the days.

4. A picture of you very drunk.
I blogged about this before at my multiply blog.

5. A picture of you with a parent or two.
Hahahaha! Love this shot forever! Nauto ko sya eh.

Isa pa toh. Hahahaha!

6. A picture of you on your birthday, or your favorite holiday.

Happy 19th Mcdo party with my forever loves.

7. A picture of you from your younger years.
I can't find my kalbo pics eh. Sayang. Yun sana.

8. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.
Aliw na aliw ako sa outfit kong yan. I'm just so myself. Hahaha!

9. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.
An exagge version of my goofy face. Thanks UST Mac computers.

10. A picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive.
Ang ganda! Kahit anong iedit ko dyan. (lol)

11. A picture of you and a team or club you're in.
My Ube khurbudhurrs (kur-boo-durs)! Leadership training seminar 08-09 team.

12. A picture of a night you regret.
Long and sad story. Stupid actions.

13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut. (even if it's an old haircut)
Hahaha! Feel na feel ko pa.

14. A picture of you truly being yourself.
I don't have to pretend when I'm with him.

15. Your most recent picture.
Ngayon ko lang narealize na hindi pala ito yung MOST recent picture ko. BUT! This is my most recent SOLO picture that I have right now.

16. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.
Wow! Why did I do this in the first place? Maja! LOL!

17. A picture you're tagged in on Facebook that you aren't actually in.
Pesteng Lolit! Muhka ba kaming shoe box?

18.A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.
Days spent with my Adtu One Love. I'm really going to miss you guys. :(

19. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.
NSTP days. Grabe sa hassle nito. Had to wake up early on a Sunday. Boo!

20. A picture with your oldest friend/s.
My childhood friends. Last picture na complete kami. Ngayon kami nalang ni Kryon yung nandito.

21. A picture with your newest friend.
Phoebe was our model last photoshoot.

22. A picture of you when you were anything but happy... even if you were smiling and did your best to hide it.
Extremely happy when I'm with him. Can't deny that.

23. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.
Syempre naghanap ako ng matino-tinong stolen shot. Hahaha!

24. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now
Kikay stuff...GONE!

25. A picture of you in a fashion "DON'T"
The long hair and the danggling earrings...GONE!

26. A picture of you in a swimsuit - whether you love it or loathe it.
R and R day with Macci last summer. Wow!

27. A picture of you taking a shot / chugging a beer / downing some sort of mixed drink.
First and last time at Balay's. Ilang shots nga ba to?

28. A picture of yourself that you hate.

MADAMI! Wag na!

29. A picture of you with someone you love.
Family (that includes Anton pero wala akong makitang pic naming 5.)

Blockada. (kulang si Jomp, Pabs, Geno, Terens, Khan, Papa Joms, etc. etc.)

Joaquin.

Flirts. (Nagiisang complete pic namin. Hahahaha!)

30. A picture of how you'd like the world to see you.
Happy Nica!

31. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend every day.
Yes, EVERY SINGLE DAY!

32. A picture of a time when everything was changing.

First day of college. Oh my.

33. A picture that makes your heart hurt.
I'm missing Geno even more.

34. A picture that makes your heart smile.
Remembering this night makes me so happy. :)

35. A picture of one of the best times of your life...
Meeting these people is so like WOW! :)

b i c y c l e

2009-04-30T17:20:00.002+08:00

Kailangan ko na ata maging warfreak. Hindi na ko pwedeng tumahimik lang twing may gago na umaaway sakin or sa kung sino mang mahal ko. (Yeah!)

EPAL EPAL EPAL TALAGA YUNG LALAKENG YUN! BURN IN HELL!

s u b i c

2009-04-30T16:08:00.002+08:00

Family is pushing thru on spending the "long weekend" in Subic. Which means I can't date tomorrow, no badminton and inumans on Saturday.

We'll be back on Sunday. I guess it's a perfect time to rest, work on a labor day and finally search for a really nice topic for thesis.

Since it rained again the whole day, today's swimming with 4B was cancelled. I'm really really looking forward to the inuman later. I hope it pushes thru.

I'll try to stay online eventhough I'm out of town. Boo!

p e p i t o <3

2009-04-30T00:58:00.003+08:00

Meet my baby.

His name's Pepito. He's so tiny and I love him so much. Ninang nya si Louie. Sino pa gusto maging Godparents nya? Hahaha! I love you, Pepito. I'll place you on my left bloggy panel so that I can see you everyday.

Isa kang taong rainbow. I'm just happy whenever you're around.

h u n g e r

2009-04-29T01:20:00.002+08:00

It's been exactly a week since I had something to work on again. And it's been crazy because I was trying to balance work and my social life. Plus, Papa's been asking favors to make office stuff for him and not only that, he even assigned me to fix our family portraits for the Living Room. That means I have to give the family a photoshoot. Weird. :\ But I do have an idea for the theme.

Anyways, I'm still hating the rain for ruining my summer. I'm still broke because of my ATM dumbness. (An ATM card is never going to be a source of moolah until I finally have the knowledge in using it.) Thesis advicing is less than a month now and I'm still not doing anything about it. And so as the ADTU outing that I don't really care if a lot would come. No pressure.

Enough of the blahdidahs.

I'm excited for tomorrows shoot. Really hoping that it wont rain. I have a lot of things to say but i'm really really hungry right now (or atleast my mind tells me so), so I guess ill be feeding myself with cornedbeef again for past midnight snacks.

CHOPCHOP!

w a s p ! ! !

2009-04-28T01:52:00.002+08:00

Ganyan kasabaw pagkaibigan si Keith. Lupit namin magDoodle noh? LOL!

....

2009-04-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

Crazy Sched.

Monday: Work day and dinner with family
Tues: Work
Wednesday: Photoshoot and Work
Thursday: Photoshoot or Swimming at country club and inuman at Tinay's (4B Reunion)
Friday: Photoshoot?? or Date with love or Subic with Family
Saturday: Subic or Tinay's birthday
Sunday: Work or Subic or both

Nababaliw na ko. Now i'm sort of broke (since I still don't know how to use my ATM) and my YM isn't working. WTF!